Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Loss

I just love not sleeping. Feeling miserable. You know, it's just fantastic. Not being able to rest, being entirely alone with a shattered heart. Yeah, that's the best.
I just want to sleep. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I don't want to keep crying. I mean, it's five in the morning. I'm really at a loss right now.
It's time to start fresh. But I really wish my mind would just shut up and let me get some freaking rest before I start the next chapter of my life.
It is so tempting to put stupid depressing bitter emotional back-lashing things on the internet right now. So, so tempting. But I know ultimately that would not do anything but make me a jerk.

I really just want sleep. :(

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