Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Again

Well, it was great while it lasted.
I don't think I'm in remission anymore.
Called in sick to Dairy Queen yesterday, tried to go to work at Kohl's last night and was sent home right away because of my condition. Went to Dairy Queen today and had to leave early. I could not stand upright, I was almost to the point of tears (which does not happen very often with me, I rarely cry from pain), and I had to have my younger sister come pick me up and drive me home because I am in no condition to be driving.

The pain has receded. It will come back if I get up and move around, so I am resigned to laying in bed all day.
I have opted out of going to the ER/walk-in clinic, because I know they won't be able to solve anything. Relieve the pain and nausea, maybe, but fix it? Probably not. I have an appointment with my specialist tomorrow.

I have been feeling a little out-of-it for about a month now, but I have just been hoping it would go away. On Saturday I really started feeling sick, it got worse on Sunday, then yesterday happened, and now I'm here today.

All I really want is to be healthy and work, be able to practice for this symphony audition coming up so that maybe I'll have an actual chance at making it, and not be sick during school for once in my grown-up life.

I hope and pray that whatever this is, it will be resolved quickly and I will be able to get on with my life.

I could use some prayers, if y'all don't mind too much.
Thanks.

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